Is it bad?
A new feeling. The feeling that I'm not enough for the person I love and care about. It sucks because I feel like im activly fucking up the relationship but its unintenal and its by complete accident. Its not that I dont care or that it doesnt matter. More of I dont understand the reasoning so its hard for me to adapt like she wants me to. Of course I'm not mad at her because this is all my fault but I'm more mad at myself for not understanding or truly grasping what shes frustated about. But I'm constantly mad at myself for thoes things that I try to change or switch but I always just eventually just revert back to whatever she was talking about in the first place. I cant ask her to change because she cant force herself to ignore things that bother her. I Dont know. But I know one thinhg. I'm clearly the issue